mood: sad (or should i say extremely sad..)
time/date: 0106am/Feb 10, 2006
how much u wanna change thngs? for me NOW is d rite tym…someone (@ evryone) will get hurt…cruel? but dats lyfe…i cant take dis anymore…d more i stay dis way im only hurtng myself…n i belive others too…wats my condition? im damn sick…i can barely stand…im to weak 2be me…i have too…take a risk…make a change…n break free…GOD give me strengh…
p/s: sowy….
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mood: confuze…
time/date: 1250pm/Feb 28, 2006
confuze…its all mixed up…i dont know wats my feeling r rite now…people do change…wat i can do now is pray 4dat all the promise dat hav been done wont b broken…other than dat…i must wait…pray day n nyte…i pray 4someone’s heart dont turn off of me…im so afraid…wat if somethng bad hapen…wat if THNGS DO CHANGE??…nothng dat left 4me…as 4me…promise is a promise…ill hold it till my last breath…i wont let it go…problems do occur in ur lye…n there’s no such thngs as easy way out…if u thng u go an easy solution…thnk again…mayb dsame problem will occur other tym+place+space…wat dat tym cums…u’ll regret wat u hv done in past…dont hurt anyone cos somehow u’ll be hurt…GOD…help me on dis…grant my pryer…azhar…remember dis…..mayb 2day u’ll happy but next day…who knows……
The LoneWolf's Den 
nutin will change if u dnt want it too..u just hv 2 deal wit it wisely n patiencely..n i believe dat evryting will be rite back on the rite track again..trust me on this..
p/s:sorry means??